December 2010
136 posts
really fucking sick
of having to rely on my parents for EVERYTHING.
I hate the fact that whenever we need a sitter it’s my parents, that we never do shit because finding a sitter is so hard and I don’t approve of just dumping my kids off at my parents. I hate the attitude I get when I do, and I get it, it’s a 4 and a 2 year old they are not easy and that on top of full work weeks and 2 other kids...
I don't understand
why people use Lattise? seriously get some fucking fake eyelashes. The fact that the major side effects are red eyes, puffy eyes, blurry eyes…. do you think eyelashes are a sexual factor in most relationships? Do they turn you on? I just don’t get it I guess.. Go you, you will lovely looking eyelashes that not a single soul will notice because they can’t get over the fact you...
Be OK: remind me of this story if i ever think i... →
parliament-of-owls:
i just walked into the bathroom with my phone.
i then thought, “why do i have my phone in here? it could easily fall into the toilet or something & be ruined forever” & i set it on the side of the sink.
then i went to wash my hands & realized after i turned the tap on…
THIS IS WHY WE CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS! I seriously almost did the same thing...
some days, on the bad days I just feel like giving up the other days, the decent days I just feel like I already have.
seriously.
I don’t know what the fuck to do anymore… I cannot sleep.
I go to bed early, no sleep.
I go to bed late, no sleep.
I take tylenol PMs, no sleep.
I am up until wee hours of the am DAILY. then up at 530 for work, it’s now become a fucking bargain every morning - well if I hit snooze I can just go without eye make up, or if I stay in bed for another 20 minutes I can shower...
I need to decide
wtf I want with my hair
Do i chop and Dye? if so what color? all over? just highlights?
or do I curl curl curl… I miss the ease of just being able throw some product in and go instead of straightening it. I wish I could get the kinks out but my hair just has some odd natural curves :[
I think
I want a bear tattoo..
I mean they are awesome, and my family nickname is pooh bear. I def think this is a possibility.
Back to work
5 days and then it’s all over… then another 7 and i’m back to nights :[
I am not really sure how I feel about that, sleeping in will be so nice but not getting home until after 940 will suck.
CHRISTMAS MIRACLE!
My brother paid me back half the money he owed me! :] and I just spent half on new undies and a bra! :] I love Undies, and am very particular, not a huge VS fan and although I can’t stand to shop at american eagle (seriously Aero has the same stuff Cheaper, Target does as well…) I have yet to find underwear I love more then at Aerie.
bummed already:
I am pretty sure that my new years is going to spent sitting here doing nothing :[!
also kinda annoyed that Tyler was all “when can I take Spencer, I’d like him right away since my parents have off all week they’d like to keep him” so today I text him and say “what time would you like boy” …. “actually my landlord gave us tickets to the packer game...
I had a great holiday!
It was peaceful, no family fights, spending time with loved ones, the kids are happy and got lots of neat things! Justin and I have a mini vacay to look forward to and overall i’m just very shocked at how well it all went :]!
I just don't get it...
how some people can justify the spending they do on things they buy.
Everyone on facebook is saying
Merry Christmas and I keep checking the date to make sure it’s not because it’s only fucking Christmas Eve guys.
Day 19: Disrespecting your parents
I think you shouldn’t.
When I was younger I was horrible, I lied, and yelled and was a miserable bitch to my parents.. I fought my mom on everything just because I could and I feel so terrible for all the things I did as a teenager. As a parent I realized very quickly just how heart wrenching it is to worry for a child, and how hard it is to keep them safe and cared for.. The sacrifices my...
Day 18: Your Beliefs
I believe the world is round
that karma is a true true thing
the golden rule is an excellent way to live (most of the time)
some people are just shitty people
people can change
Ignorance and Fear often go hand in hand
You should love often
Laughter is a great thing
Day 19: Disrespecting your parents
I think you shouldn’t.
When I was younger I was horrible, I lied, and yelled and was a miserable bitch to my parents.. I fought my mom on everything just because I could and I feel so terrible for all the things I did as a teenager. As a parent I realized very quickly just how heart wrenching it is to worry for a child, and how hard it is to keep them safe and cared for.. The sacrifices my...
Day 18: Your Beliefs
I believe the world is round
that karma is a true true thing
the golden rule is an excellent way to live (most of the time)
some people are just shitty people
people can change
Ignorance and Fear often go hand in hand
You should love often
Laughter is a great thing
parliament-of-owls:
alright, time to pack up my laptop & go to appleton.
my mom told me i had to hurry up otherwise all the taco dip would be gone by the time i got there.
i don’t really know if she was joking or not since taco dip isn’t really a traditional christmas eve food for my family, but i’m not going to take any chances if there’s taco dip at stake.
WHY ARE YOU RISKING THIS?!...
Day 17: Your highs and lows of the past year
Highs:
Celebrating 1 year wedding anniversary
Stacey finding out she’s having a baby!
My dad going back to work
Getting the pacifica
Getting Rillo
Leaving a job I was very comfortable at to do a job that makes more
All the time I’ve spent with family!
Lows:
Our house constantly fucking us over.. If we were renters this would be no issue but knowing we are tied to it until we...
Day 16: Your views on mainstream music
My views on music are this: I listen to a variety of things, I have good ears and can’t stand bad music but I also understand it’s all a personal opinion. I’m glad there is so much variety and so much out there to take in because it’s nice to have choices. I listen to music based upon my mood and days that means music from when I was in the 8th grade and sometimes it...
Day 15: Your favorite tumblrs
I am following you, you are one of my favs :]!
I especially love all of you WI tumblr pals! It’s nice to talk to people from different parts of the same state.
Tickle Me Pink: exchanged gifts with the Zastrows... →
staceecakes:
mandisaurus:
staceecakes:
definitely got some fabulous gifts!!!
i got a new jacket :) which i need!!
i got a tshirt with Doug and Patti Mayonaise on it!! yesssssssssssss
Wolfman, the movie which I absolutely love - oooh benicio del toro (sp?)
and i got a ballin ass elephant silhouette wall mount with hooks. i’m going…
I think you should have a little boy and do a safari...
Tickle Me Pink: exchanged gifts with the Zastrows... →
staceecakes:
definitely got some fabulous gifts!!!
i got a new jacket :) which i need!!
i got a tshirt with Doug and Patti Mayonaise on it!! yesssssssssssss
Wolfman, the movie which I absolutely love - oooh benicio del toro (sp?)
and i got a ballin ass elephant silhouette wall mount with hooks. i’m going…
I think you should have a little boy and do a safari elephant themed room for...
She's at raptor status now. Clever girl
This guys is why I love the people in my life.
Sophie’s comments always make me smile… Like I know i’m going to sit at my cube and be all miserable because I have to work and everyone else around me took off but I will periodically laugh to myself about this. :]
if you are ten
You should not have a facebook
You should not say bitch
You should not say I LOVE YOU or I LOVE YOU and i’ll prove it to a guy
You should not think People hate you and want to die because of it
Ask multiple times to people if they are mad at you?
and you are probably not reading this either… but for fucking reals little kids are insane these days!
Going to join Planet Fitness
I think…but it’s a twelve month commitment and idk if I can commit to twelve… I mean if anything it’s unlimited tanning so that would be useful right? gah, I need a gym buddy.
also
i’m really pissed today for some reason that Justin works until 5.
I seriously am just so annoyed that his fucking schedule is like this and I only have 2 weeks of my early schedule left… then it’s back to not being home until nearly 10pm until fucking JULY. 7 months of shit shift…. gah. HATE HUSBANDS SHITTY JOB AND SHITTY SCHEDULE AND THE FACT HE WILL NEVER DO A THING...
Working out with the wii fit kids game Spencer got… I think it’s a harder workout than basic wii fit.
My Effing G
My kids are now in a war of
“she’s touching me, mama she’s touching me!”
‘mama he touch’
“blah blah Maddie stop it now MADELINE!”
‘No go way!, get atta here!’
fictions fictions fictions: dear assholes, →
parliament-of-owls:
i do not appreciate being honked at while i am walking home from work & using all the will power & coordination i possess to not fall on my ass in the four inches of slush everywhere.
i especially do not appreciate strangers shouting, “hey bitch, you wanna fuck my friend?” out the window at me….
so umm…. do you want to fuck my friend?
Seriously...
so work was horrible.
I came home and was pretty unhappy because EVERY client I talked to was a total douche today… Then on the way to take Spence to school I got stuck in the driveway… I couldn’t go forward or reverse and it blew big time I was sitting there thinking FUCK since I had no idea how the fuck to shovel out of that mess when a very nice guy in a truck pulled up, got out, shoveled me out,...
2 hours of work!
yay yay yay!
Curls or Chopping it
what should I do!?
DAY 14: Your earliest memory
one of my earliest memories was whale watching in Boston when I was little.. My grandpa used to live there before he died and we went on vacation once. I got a gray barney shirt with matching shorts that had the alphabet and I wore it forever, we picked seashells on the beach and I cried when I picked a hermit crab, My grandpa brought us to this dinner with cinnamon raisin toast and bought me a...
DAY 13: Somewhere you'd like to move or visit
Paris, Germany, Ireland, Europe in general!
I’d like to visit again, or live for a few months. It’s beautiful but everyone thinks it’s that way until they live these places forever…
Seattle
I’d love to live here, hoping to visit during the summer - - Ideally living in Seattle would mean Justin has landed his dream job which is why it is so high on my list
New...
Maddie
my baby is going to be 2 on Thursday and I’m getting pretty bummed about it.. She’s growing up so fast and I can’t believe she’s going to be 2 already it’s crazy to think about. She’s such a smart little girl and has so much personality it’s silly! She’s been walking around all weekend singing happy birthday and when you say ” to you...
I am in an oddly good mood
considering how stressed I am.
also going to buy some new undies! Win!
What I Learned About Green Bay Today:
twofish:
It’s almost impossible to find a pomegranate at a grocery store, because they stock approximately 3 at a time, in a tiny, hidden basket in the produce section.
It’s completely impossible to find a jar of pesto at the grocery store. I have no fucking clue why. I guess people in De Pere just don’t eat pesto. -_-
Pomegranates are near impossible!! AGREED! however I have seen Pesto, the...